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My process to move abroad and leave the
toxicity of American politics behind.

Escaping The States

Who am I? What am I?

What am I? Who am I? Those are different questions, one is easy to answer the other is not anymore. 

Who I am is a passionate nature lover who is deeply interested in ecology, conservation and education. I am at home in the wilds and feel a connection to animals that I don’t often get with humans. That said, I am also a gamer, an artist, a bird watcher, a writer, a kinky sex positive ENM dom/switch, and a strong ally of LGBTQ+ and all alternate walks of life. I fervently believe that you should be able to live your life however you like so long as it isn’t hurting others, but also that we should all contribute towards the betterment of society as a whole. These are all core aspects of my personality. This is who I am.

But what am I?
Well I’m a human, apparently. Although I might identify as a dragon trapped in a human realm in my mind, but that’s a different fantasy story. I am a teacher, I suppose, though I don’t feel very good at it anymore. I was a wildlife rehabilitator, a non-profit founder. I used to be driven, determined, hopeful… 

Now what am i?


I am burnt out. 


I am starting this blog, primarily to document my thoughts around the process of moving abroad as it happens, but also to give myself an outlet for my feelings on… everything. Because I have a lot of them!

I am burnt the fuck out. So, there will be a lot of negativity, a lot of bitterness, and a lot of cynicism in my writing. I hope that it will get lighter overtime, as things hopefully improve. But that means things need to improve. And that is what I am trying to accomplish.

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    MiraclesThroughMayhem

    It sounds like you’re navigating a complex period of transition and self-reflection. Your post paints a vivid picture of who you are—someone deeply passionate about nature, ecology, and social causes, with a rich tapestry of personal interests and identities. The blend of activism, creativity, and self-awareness makes it clear that you’re someone who has lived with intention, but also someone who is currently grappling with burnout and seeking change.

    The “what am I” question feels like you’re at a crossroads, shifting from roles that once defined you (like wildlife rehabilitator and nonprofit founder) to a place of uncertainty and healing. It’s great that you’re using this blog as a space to process your feelings and chart your path forward, even as you embrace the messier, raw aspects of burnout. Writing can be such a powerful tool in reclaiming your energy and sense of purpose, and I’m sure your readers will connect with your authenticity as you work through these emotions.

    Take your time—things will improve, and this process of venting and reflecting might be the first step in finding your next phase.

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Sylvias Serpentine (a longtime pseudonym for the author) is a freelance website designer, artist, writer, and nature enthusiast. Passionate about creativity, she can often be found gaming, drawing, or writing about the natural world. Always eager to explore new skills and experiences, she thrives on variety and adventure. When not at her computer—immersed in work or video games—she’s outdoors surrounded by nature, caring for animals, or seeking inspiration in an art exhibit or a new restaurant. Whether creating, learning, or exploring, Sylvias approaches everything with boundless curiosity and a love for discovery.